1 A.M. - Antique Lyrics
Sad Kid ft. Epic (Prod. by Outspoken)


Verse 1: 1 A.M.


I count my blessings like you count ya money,
Life is gettin funny,
Feel the rain up on my skin even tho its sunny,
I light a candle to see the light,
Put my hand over the flame so i can feel the light,
Every year its like im driftin farther out to sea,
Fightin for exsistance i jus wana be,
Do you ever feel like they forget you exsist
Suicide on the mind its so hard to resist,
It's the lonliness, the unholy shit,
It's this empty ass room you try to forget,
But its closin in, i just wana get out,
I just wana be free spread my wings and get out,
But im stuck, where noone gives a fuck,
If i could die and go to heaven i would be in luck,
I hate pretendin that im happy frontin im not sad-i hate lookin at life and only seeing the bad,
I know im blind in my ways getin lost in the days,
I been runnin thru the dark tryna find my way,
I been lookin all around tryna find some help,
A sad kid with no friends tryna change myself,
Escape the emptiness cuz its slow and it kills,
Call up the therapist got me poppin them pills,
But its closin in, I just wana get out
I just wana be free spread my wings and get out

Chorus:

Yous a sad kid, sad kid, sad kid
(Theres no light where the sunshines)
I'm a sad kid, sad kid, sad kid
(It's all crime in the blood line)

[Epic: OG, yeah I feel you
the kid of shit we go through when we're just a little child, just a little fuckin baby man]

Verse 2: Epic

Looking back I'm glad i made it
I Went thru some tuff times
But I was strong enough to face it
Now a days I take shit for what it is
But the world weighed heavy on my shoulders when I was a kid
Little fucka running thangs on my own
But little did they know that inside
I felt alone
Now I'm all grown with a heart made of stone
But I still gotta lotta shit messing with my dome
Looking out the window when I was a little boy
Waiting for pops to come home filled with joy
But listen here son He ain't coming back
Here's letter from your father up in Quentin max
Now I'm smoking sticky green
Sippin brew getting smashed
Sitting in the dark reminiscing the past
No more laughs just pain
No happiness to gain
Praying for some help just so I can maintain
The cards I was dealt at such an early age
Had me stressed out
Hopin that I wouldn't see another day
The skies are grey no one by my side
The storms moving in and I got no where to hide
Will I ever find peace and live happy or
Find myself locked out of heavens doors
Someday I know I got to forgive
The things made me such a
Mutha fuckin sad kid

Chorus:

Yous a sad kid, sad kid, sad kid
(Theres no light where the sunshines)
I'm a sad kid, sad kid, sad kid
(It's all crime in the blood line)